if it helps to know
if it helps to know
I’ll do my best
not to let you get to me
but you will
and I’ll think of nice things
and doing them for
and with you
bottles of wine
too late at night
darts
I'm shit at darts
unplugging the string lights
the old guitarist
the piano
leaving through the side door, shouldn't have left
Constant disbelief
I’ll remember feeling lucky
every goddamn second
the luckiest
I must've been
And I’ll remember, painfully
fear
of expression
of loss
of belief
and what I got from it
Hope is fickle
I’m not hopeful
grateful though
I don't think I could be more grateful
I didn't know time could pass so peacefully